baby steps

I've had a rough 48 hours with lots of crying, anger, confusion & just overall feeling like crap, but I'm doing okay today.

I feel so incredibly lucky to have a wonderfully supportive biological family & what I will call my CT family who have endlessly listened as I probably repeated the same thing over & over again until I started to understand all that was going on.

Thanks again to all those who called and or listened to me!! Slowly one day at a time this is all going to work out . . . no regrets, just a few life bumps (as AI's mom use to tell me, aka learning experiences)